Beautiful Agony' Group

Well ..

.. what shall I say? My life is now again has up and down
Nyah Xx .. the thing with the Berlin Chris has already done * sigh * I have not said or done the slightest thing that could tempt .. but the contact was suddenly away, he did not tell me what's going on and now he has me still everywhere blockert (>__\u0026lt;) o o I think the type has only fooled me, __, I burn my fingers every time the beat. Well at least I'm Kuro quickly got over .. even with Chris I love more sorrowful than the xD.

This is great, since she's gone, I have so many friends (again) won! * She must have bad karma XDDDD. And yesterday I now have a really good friend told me how important I were you and how she said it was genuine ursüß \u0026lt;3 I've already promised her a Knut Scher, when we see her in the fall Bdayparty x3. And even with all my other friends running fine, it's a strange feeling when so many at the same time what you want from a normally .. I was always alone XD. But it's great \u0026lt;3

The next good thing is: I'm back NEN Job (*____*) o / o Although it is only at McDonald's, but better than nothing xD. But it is a great Feeling to get up in the morning and go to work to have to XD Oke, I have the first few weeks only afternoon shift, which means that I'm only at 21 clock at home, but is not that bad (?): 3 I'm full of colleagues, especially with me, I understand well, even if one can be annoying bissl ^ ^ °. But the store is located in the shopping center T___T I'm there already got rid of money for ne nice Eclipse Chain:
I LOVE Jacob \u0026lt;3
The part has cost 13 Euro, but that's it really worth it to me x3. Moreover, I have one for my Bdaygeschenk Selina found, but the photographs I not in here, who knows if they are not the thing looks xD. In any case, find ichs totally cute \u0026lt;3

As you can see that my life is the only high clouds, my heartache that goes really deep. For a long time back, I've spent last night with the crying ... but I'm going to handle it, after all, love and friendship not replaceable ^ ^.

My next blog entry is amazing poems hold, because for a short time I write to process my emotions better and to express, bring .. and I do not care that the Emo's xD

So good night love you: 3

Best Temperature For A Fire

today ...

was ... a stressful day ..!

First, I should call a girlfriend to wake her and she has already written to me before, she is already awake XD. Then I got me a clock for 30 minutes later and found he did not go off '. \u0026lt;
Then I woke up an hour late and I called the employment office .. that I can not come at a price because I had to McDoof, then I have to say after that over
nyah, I'm just Mcdoof to the office and had fortunately already most of the documents with XD But I needed my registration form and a photo of me ..

Then I ran to the employment office to give notice that I got and what ne body says to me olle? I have to go to the course until I start to work .. I have no desire shcon present, I do not even where the TT is

daaaann And I'm home and I've moved, I went to the bus and go home .. since I first had to Mama, pick up the registration form and then I sat down with an old friend met \u0026lt;3 We are then went to the river sun beds, only 2 hours and I'm fully NEN sunburn on the face, neck on the chest and even on the arms XD. But that was so great to see them again after 6 years Nati x3 love you \u0026lt;3rd love And your also Sandro ', which is totally cute xD

moment later I went back, did not have time just to make passport photos (OMG I look like this shit, so shit>. "And then more scarlet in the face xD) and I then brought up to McDoof. Next Tuesday they call me, when can I start then.
was then I buy more (money finally> available. \u0026lt;) ne was correct smuggling xx

Nyah .. the rest of the day I spent on the internet .. and waited eagerly for Chrissöö who are unfortunately late .. could not believe it would be a reproach Fuzzies * gg * have you just missed \u0026lt;3
schonmal If I'm on the subject .. the sweet Berlin hats totally impressed me! Since we chat so much, I've lost my heart to him .. but ... I think of something only to him ... and miss him like hell when he's not there >///\u0026lt;. I will to him .. gave him my feelings have been well and, surprisingly, he replied that even *///* and he is so sweet, with almost every sentence makes me smile to my heart or the grass .. simply madness \u0026lt;3

Well suffer from depression but again ... because as soon as I got home, my mood was in the basement and I am lonely and felt totally unnecessary (probably because chrissöö was not on .. I have always had bombarded with sms XD), have cried without reason (I had long gone ...) and feel I simply useless .. but now I feel much better \u0026lt;3

Well, today I once again Andy and his pal Sandy (with whom I get along pretty well xD he is funny and we both like Manga / Anime Hentai break and laugh about us XD) on the neck ... that probably means that I stay awake the night again>. \u0026lt;Although I have to the course tomorrow Xx times what the evening / night to see nor brings so XD

Con-hdgtl \u0026lt;3
Chrissöö- i love you \u0026lt;3

Tay Sachs Disease Affect Victoms

Fairly long ago ...

... is the last entry! *

But so much has not happened ... and somehow. I
the now meaningless relationship with Kuro had ended. Seriously, as good as the beginning was so shit it was at the end. Only at the fight and it was totally different than where we first met ... has submitted to me that I would rather have a mutual friend when she .. and she really always nasty and it was as if .. them their true face behind a mask hiding .. it was, eventually, that I really prefer using my friends as talk with her ... but we've understood each other times as well ... it's kind of sad that shit was all so, but I let myself down like this just pull no more, since we are not together anymore, walk me, surprisingly, much better 've barely tolerable bad mood and I am xD

And I'm so happy! Have contact with former close friends with whom I had to do for years nothing more \u0026lt;3 Facebook Thank XD. Among other things, a girl with whom I was a friend of 10 years or longer, I mourned the Friendship so ... and now we have contact again x3. Even my friends from the vocational school I have resumed contact, z ABF from my secondary school days ... and to Haru *______________* you have me allle Sun missed a lot, but now ~ Life can only get better * happy *

with my mother, I understand me again totally great, have now slept at home 4 days, was the most fun! Mom, Sis, I love everything about you \u0026lt;3 I'm glad that I got you x3.

XD I've now registered with online brokerage Ner .. and there was already reviewed xD There is a cute one probably this type, which I've already chatted .. although he is already 26 but .. something from sexy and funny XD I am his Teuelsreh vllt (Insider XD) So geil ey xD I'm so ne chance with him? Who am I know .. and I almost hope it .. a very good friend of mine auc not unwilling, he's so sweet, always cheers me and makes me good mood .. and always tells me that he loves and wants to hug me and sou .. total herzallerliebst XD. Nyah, he is younger than me and unfortunately lives in Berlin Xx why he is unfortunately not really in question but I like him a lot x3 Like my Seme-God Phoe xDDD The two are simply just awesome ~

Otherwise .. .
is actually nothing new .. anyway next week I go Hairdressers x3 And the flat I am now finally over xD I'm so x3

Mata ne ~