Thursday, April 22, 2010

Need Special Mouse For Laptop

How was today?

all honest? Today's it really good x3. (Passed TT)

After an unpleasant encounter with a Sprite bottle ten minutes, I am now dry again and ready to write xD.

The trial work was super *.* The boss is from Italy and sometimes' I understand they are heavy, but I find it really nice. My job was to give her the milk supply, 2 whole pallets. After 15 minutes she has left me alone and take in 2 hours, I was already in a ready-x3. I've also worked quite independently and, like the truck u so back went out when I was finished. But I was quite perplexed when I asked for 10, what should I do now, and has meant the boss, we are done xD.

Nyah, at the interview it was stated that the Director would like to talk to me, but he was not there when I was done, now I have to wait, I am writing to call or receive a decision, because the job.

Then I was at Mama and the meeting I was really shocked! We normally discuss, so good, like it was much longer Oo. I've even helped with their computer and then we drank coffee and talked. I am so glad that everything is back to good o (^-^) o
An hour early, I went to the station, because iron and Mama wanted me to talk about the iwie assumed was xD. And I was so impatient that I have the same appearance of the package my treasure . I've squeaked
*_____________* directly with joy, so süüüüüüüüüüüß. A picture frame made of glass with a otal sweet photo of my angel \u0026lt;3 The table is now in my cheer, no matter if I go to sleep, or sit on the lap, I just need to look to the right and I have in mind * hop * * happy * And also a sweet, small "treasure chest", I call it now views that have been selected according to their note her mama ~ Just beautiful! Hach, I'm so excited \u0026lt;3

treasure, thank you \u0026lt;wholeheartedly third
I love you * kiss * * 3 *


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Distinguish Leukoplakia From Candidiasis

Gradually ...

... life will get better ^ - ^. Not only do I love my baby more and more * * knutsch

clock yesterday against 16, I got a call today and was invited for an interview *.*
And It was totally super *: * The regional manager has said from the conversation you and from my appearance looks good from ever ~ I still can not quite believe XD On Thursday I can work 9:00 to 11:00 a.m. sample and if it works well, can I at 1 May start there and the best is: Only for 25 hours, but I earn as much as in my old company with nearly 40 hours XD. The only disadvantage would be I would have to work in the summer season on Sundays from time to time, but it is calculated with 70% extra, so I find this is not so bad xD.

The worst off is that the so Jday almost certainly falls into the water because my trial month and I would rather not take a day off since. Unless I'm lucky and just released on the WE .. well, let's see how it comes, I will do my best o Thursday (*___*) b

Thanks to all my friends, my thumb gedrü , have pressed for today, it has really helped Xd

I love you guys \u0026lt;3


Monday, April 19, 2010

Arthritic Knee Athletics

The next blow ... Total


sits ... deeper.

My mother really wanted to come today, but even as it still has no money and her friends hated my stepfather is still fast at home, she has postponed until tomorrow .. oh let's see if what is ..

What equips me currently but impatient and with a bad feeling, is something else that has nothing to do with my time.
grade level I was still full of good mood, I've styled to take pictures, which I'm doing exactly that and then my phone rings. degree will decrease as I listened to, nyah, it was Melli.
I've been wondering what she wants and she writes me a text message "Please take off, is urgent. With something flashy to me immediately the alarm bells, because I sit so jittery and she calls again and asks for the number of Katie's friend Andi. Since hats ever started, and when I asked her if what Katja, she said that Katja has been brought to the rescue of the company because their circulation has probably been completely limp.
I sit here on pins and needles, hopefully calls melli on again, then I ask them where they have put Katja. '' And if the hospital, I'm going to go there, even though I hate this building. I tremble and I feel totally bad, I'm full of fear for her ...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

New Features On Texas Drivers Licence

Yeah!

Here's something to celebrate:

Mama has just taken the stairs behind him. Incredible 97 times, it is the Spitz house in Radebeul up and down stairs geseppelt. At this point, congratulations! You make me very proud mom! I really admire the way you climb each year, this murder stairs. And every year you make progress and move forward. How do you do that, I have no idea. But you definitely are one of the strongest willed people I know.

now rest up properly, and only let you celebrate properly when you can walk upright again ^ ^
If you should decide you, again next year to compete, then I'm definitely This case and fire up!

Feet Scenes In Movies

Okay. I can no longer ignore the cries ....

... and so now comes a new blog entry. To help your sheer power completely chewed fingernails finally come to rest again. ^ ^ No, seriously. My last blog entry was on 24 October. Is it already ... a Stückle ago, right? But as you have seen there, did I "write net so with the regular messages. I can also promise not improve, because ... well, I am sometimes ^ ^ A little disorganized, and usually panic, but still adorable, right? ^ ^ And because you have so much to me, will you now my first believe if I promise from now on to catch up every weekend a month. I try to be honest. I say something like, therefore, non-easy! Actually sleeps the article that her right now and again while sooooo ne read in my laptop. But at the time I wanted to write anything nice finish and you will be so over half a year in a row before spitting the little feet. Hihi has net out so well and is so well known to chew a lot more healthy to swallow as a whole. That is why now, in appetizers, the thing I can still remember Sun From last year. And the new. Have fun!

Sun woolen Then we even know how the little man said at the bedside. Since 24 October, of course, done a lot here on the island. The time of my last entry was still our girls clique-complete. We have also taken a few trips together, such as on 28 October (^ ^ a Wednesday for those who now how do I, would have to quickly check the calendar ...). Morning has the scientific Taiwan gathered in front of my course, including classroom buildings (more or less completely ..) and then we went off to the Hsinchu Science Park, the site is quite a huge focus on the high-tech companies on the island. So for fans of technology then this is certainly very very exciting and so ... but maybe. Apart from the fact that our leader has fulfilled his task more difficult rather than wars and net so exciting. First gabs ne short introduction, when the park was built, etc.. As the good man has been found deal in his own net presentation ("So this is not the presentation that I have just seen again. ... Very strange ..."). Then we stood back and then again in front of closed doors, to which he had somehow also no key. So again ... Yeah Storeys x climb back. You're not seeing. I was totally blown away by this "tour". I still remember the family day at the previous AMD plant in Dresden. Somehow, at that time more interesting and amusing ... But well. After all, I was once there ^ ^, right?


Here you see our Taiwan Scientific Group on the huge rice grains that show how small because "nano" is. And in addition, the rice bowl ^ ^

afternoon we losmarschiert girls from the Chinese course with Qi'än as a guide. We were going to eat and sometimes go as Indonesian Indonesian Qi'än knew, of course, where you go there at best. However, he did not say HOW LONG you go there. XD But seriously, "Is nothing around far! Same over there! "Now is not necessarily so ne great track indication ... Accordingly, we have then rumgemotzt when we finally over again found the Da'an parks (that's a pretty wide piece of our school!). But now we been there before and also warn also hungry, so we can recommend and what we ate then FINALLY .... This has been a world tour!

So Indonesian food is not bad, but just a little sharp. And since I only one who made the round was that can not really eat so sharp ... well. I've just eaten slowly and sat in front of me sniffing ^ ^

had So in my notebook is, we were on the following day and again in Ximen. However, as always, not very successful. Shoe size 41 is just but a physical disability in this country. If you then for the third time the sentence: "We have only to size 38" sounds, one would in fact not again go look in another store. Or even better: You'd like to just sink into the ground, preferably with the overly large feet first haha

This weekend I will, I believe the e-mail get that I have a language partner (German-Chinese). I cross here ever heard before: we have used for ages, just to find a date or date on which we are both available. Julie is working hard (about the same as I usually do in Germany, just busy ^ ^). But we have before our first meeting already busy communicating via phone and Internet in all imaginable languages (well. English-Chinese-German gibberish ^ ^ ham but understood wirs yes anyway, so all good ^ ^).

to Julie that later.

The following week (November 2 to November 8) gabs then the huge noise. Our Chinese course never was really balanced, but that broke on Wednesday, then really the tip of the iceberg! Do not get me wrong, we have included girls Qi'än and Ms. Wang are always well understood! Only Gavin was just always the outsider. He is also somehow an oddball and it has powerful on it, to make himself unpopular ... Anyway, we had advanced on Wednesday said the political topics in our textbook. And then of course Eneke Jessica and Gavin's hair. I will not roll out again too large, so only the short version: It was a question that Taiwan was indeed separated after the civil war in the last century of China. The Taiwanese now think they were an independent nation, the Chinese see Taiwan as a renegade province and only want to suppress Taiwan's growing independence by all means. The situation between the two countries (you can see right: I represent Taiwan's opinion!) So is more than curious. Nevertheless, there are obvious as the time of the GDR in Germany, families were torn apart. The lesson in our Textbook addressed this issue. A man who was at the time of separation in Taiwan thought to have lost his family on the mainland (wife and son), was now, after the entry into China is a little easier again, however, that both are living. And because he wanted to meet, of course. Wait a minute! That was not the lesson that was a story that told us our teacher. But anyway we went to cultures torn apart and so on.

Gavin now Taiwan and China compared with America and Canada. Because of culture and so also the same and the same situation would be, etc. This has, of course Jessica excited by the thought that we could not compare, because Canada and America, and never been the same country would be. And then she made the fateful mistake and said that since he can have no idea when he compares the situations of the 4 countries so. ... You guessed it probably already, right? In the next hour, Gavin had to keep his talk then. But before he began, he had to, of course, first make air ... Who said that that would be so "rude", etc. Because it would have been so studied and so on. Now, Jessica but similar studies and Naja. Long story short, Jessica has Gavin has apologized and be convinced to end the affair without bloodshed ... But seriously, the looked as though he goes off to them ... I still feel a bit uncomfortable to think of this incident, although it so long ago. I never really hated the guy, but after the action (in the break he has then also been ridiculous to me over ...) was really all too late for the boy ... From the day has Gavin then mighty in Qi'än "his only good friend in this class" in parenthesis, which the well was not necessarily pleasant, but what should he do? Qi'än is a very gentle and sensitive person, as he did Gavin of course ... well sorry.

Now back to me haha. On Thursday (November 5) I am then dared the knife. Not now fall off the chair, it is all still there. ^ ^ I was extensively deforested in the past few days, the Internet, always on the lookout for a good hairdresser (I've heard here so many horror story ... European hair is just to be treated differently, as an Asian ...). First of all I am of course quite a while rumgetappt Zhongxiaofuxing at the bus stop. Could not guess so, that the salon in the 3rd Stock is ... My hairdresser, Eddie Tham is really very nice. He was delighted when he heard that he can cut my hair ^ ^ It's the little things in life are a barber ... ^ ^ wash hair in the salon is also an experience again: it is actually there and has the head very comfortably in the sink (rubber cushion ^ ^). And then somehow the whole chair vibrates ... XD When I was weggedöst half, we went even down to business: from hair. I had to convince Eddie and several of them that I want to get my hair cut really short ... On the way home I still accidentally hit Jessica, who just came from the Taiwanese course. She would have recognized me almost net ^ ^

Here were the hair then again a little longer.

The week (9 to 15 November) stood at my marketing exam. The week before we got 12 tasks from Professor Lin. He said, 4 to 5 of whom turn in the exam. So really, we went easier net. I've posted 100 points and then get applause (I know I should splurge net, but I've also worked hard for it!). Jessica (not the one that had the fight) was a week then finally back from Japan and has provided us with a KitKat in the craziest flavors (banana pudding, and this powder, then that tingles on the tongue as ^ ^). After my marketing exam (Wed) we went to Tango (excluding Zaire) in the German bakery. That was a long way to go and we have also looked for quite a while, but eventually we came but to enjoy German bread ^ ^ To my surprise I could not buy half a loaf, but had to take 2 whole home with them. But along with salami, ham, butter and I was only too right. I even get gingerbread haha The next day I all the stuff with the Chinese classes taken. Ms. Wang then said only that the bread was really quite different than what you get here to buy Sun You could always net really understand if I told with sparkle in the eyes of German bread ... ^ ^ We are at our bulk purchase in the bakery then moves into the 101 and have all eaten Sushi Dolle ( all you can eat!). Before I even dug up a treasure: The Bookstore the 101 gabs actually Ghost in the Shell the comic! Is to believe that? Finally ne new edition! haha then I was really happy ^ ^

The night of Wednesday, I've spent so to write my essays for Scientific Taiwan completed (or in the first place to start haha). But I habs all done. Just in time - always wier ^ ^

On Wednesday (11th November) we have in our marketing project group finally found the brilliant idea for our commercial (as the second part of the Midterms). Sorry included the idea me and another non-Asian-looking fellow in the lead roles. ... Why are we really the only two Western-looking? Why? On Friday we went to the shooting. I do this for a quick, here's the bottom line:

www.youtube.com / watch ( http:// www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7re89UgiRw )

What you have just seen is advertising for Taiwan. Thus, under the slogan, "Come here and make her leave, net goes to Thailand. Our professor did it quite like. The video is also a good friend from France to see (her parents are from Vietnam, so do not be surprised ^ ^). I am frequently left with their times, eat and stuff. It is the living proof that French people have a problem with punctuality haha Nix hard feelings, right? I like them so anyway. Only in January so that they suddenly and without notice to me to say is flown back to France, I'll take her a little sick. But it is, as I've heard, now here again to the internship. Since then I can soon settle ^ ^ Oh, another thing that I noticed among the French: as soon as it is more than a Frenchman, they talk almost exclusively in French, no matter whether I'm in and nothing mean or not .... I really felt as extremely rude. How do you think?

On Saturday we drove from the Chinese girls on the course near the Jade Market Da'an parks. I only bought a few souvenirs, but Jessica has actually purchased a bracelet. These things are really pretty expensive! Is also clear, if properly Jade, is not it? Here are some impressions:



Well. And this will then stop the article I had written in January, before Mom and Dad pitched here in Taipei. And now I stand. Almost without notes and with pictures XD So be patient with me and my blog entry: The time interval of the events is the detail density of my entries are not naturally so beneficial. But I still give my best! Chacka!

In 3rd Week of November was drawing the first ever Chinese quarter, so slowly to a close. I think in time I had then started to write applications for my internship.

too, I'm doing here sometimes quite short: It took me and the people around me incredibly cost many nerves (especially once a vice-like hug to my dad, who is now safely a few more gray hairs has ^ ^ haha), but in the end, I then found an internship. I had on numerous Advertising Agencies in Taipei advertised, all more or less large, international agencies. In February I had an agency has a firm commitment, another wanted to see me again for an interview and then the third, where I am staying now, when I was with one leg while ^ ^ from the said agency We also had a TV commercial as an example in our marketing course here at NTU. The first agency that I had actually ne promise that I was not quite so enthusiastic, partly because I did not even see to nem interview (everything was over the phone) and partly because I except there travel expenses and lunch had not really earned something. That is why I am in February and again on the third Agency for an interview. Lo and behold, after long waiting and calling around I had my body and even content. Not bad, right?

But back to the end of November. In the week of 16 To 22 November, we were then less rapidly in the course, as both Jessica had already written the exam early and rather went. Both returned to America. Too bad, too bad. To be honest: It is above all in the subsequent quarter of my both lacked powerful because I lived at the time still in residence and no roommates or any other contacts had more. In any event, the mood was nothing around it so great in the Chinese course in the said week. At the 20th (Friday) I just wanted to Vy to Carrefour (a supermarket) run, but on the circumstances, we will hit even with her friend (also French) and related Mexican friend. And then on the way back in the taxi I was then equal to a pancake party invited to the Mexicans. Everything was so nice, still lived in the WG 2 other guys and a girl (all Mexican). Mostly I rumgegammelt in the kitchen. You know me, I feel relaxed at those companies was not necessarily gay. And then I knew also containing no more and there were still more people that I knew and then all non-Mexicans caught, of course, at some point in the night to sing and dance .... And then the police stood outside the door. Well. I've then been told that this happens often. I can understand the neighbors. But of course I keep fine for me. I was honestly quite glad when I go home at night with Vy could. I've the people then also saw nothing around really. Ricardo I see only now and then, because he at the same time as I have Chinese classes.

I do not know if I've caught a cold that night or the day after the purchase of blankets in another Carrefour, at least I have the week of 23 By 29 November being spent, added sniff in front of me and on Tuesday to attend the presentation for our ad in marketing. Nix to go away on holiday or at least funny and somehow enjoy the holidays. Ne. Petra has naturally catch a cold when she has free time because .... Grmbl .... At said presentation I had to make God thanks also nothing. Only on the edge and admire Florent foreclose chic costumes. The favorite has had on it to keep more than 60 people in the kilt and ruffled shirt this presentation. I was impressed, and our professor was probably bad problems to focus on the talk (do not worry was: he class the idea: he is indeed the opinion that if we have to study all the marketing, we want our papers only right and proper pimp ^ ^). Our fellow students also have a couple of really smart Videos cobbled together. Especially great was one that was not a video actually, but as the Sandman was composed of very many individual images and play it through only to nem film (I know that a film really works so well, but that was really much effort!). The main actors were the Damper babies from the Taipei 101 In 101, it is a mass damper, which prevents the building of strong wind too much to swing brings. And marketing of the building makes this giant block of quality then very cute, colorful mascot. Jap. And who were the actors in the movie. Was really great!

On 30 November, on the first day of the Chinese quarter, then I have an image for my internship applications shot. So even. That was quite funny. ^ ^ Vy said, but you have to go to for non-photographers and well .... But then I'm gone ^ ^ Here you can see why:



This then was the professional image that I am Tuesday or Wednesday can make hab. Have the even retouched with Photoshop! Man Something like you get its not that easy in Germany.
PS: I can upload here non, because as more and abschmiert the server. Is just too big with great Pfotogeshoppten and so ^ ^

Before I now first adopted for this week, briefly to the 2nd Chinese quarter. I still had the afternoon from 12 bis 15 clock instruction. Only the teacher and the classmates were new. ^ ^ Zaire was first divided in the morning class (8:30 to 11:20), but said on the first day (with incredible dark circles!) that they are necessarily in the afternoon class will ^ ^ I understood only too well. And we can then have hinbiegen actually everything so that we are 2 landed in the same course. We had a fellow Canadian, who is here for several years in Taiwan in order to dodge his life and his problems in Canada. He's actually quite a nice. here has also found ne Japanese girlfriend and got on the bigger horror when we have girls in the teaching of women's issues, such as engagement, wedding, pregnancy, responsibility, and started something. For the poor boy was the only male member of our Class! Apart from Zaire and me Thats has two Japanese women and actually still a Frenchman who never punched really is, because he was busy always with some stuff from his French university. Well. And the par time, he was there, so I really hardly understood him, because his accent was just too strong. Our teacher, Ms. Lin (only slightly older than us, and even younger, as a Japanese, married fellow student) was also quite nice. And they knew Terence (the Canadians) already since being paraded in Taiwan. We have not often in the classroom really made progress, because we simply something very interesting had found, which we have then talked eeeeewig long. ^ ^ A very relaxed semester. Ms. Lin says of herself that she has a daily routine as an old woman: she goes to bed quite early (compared to 10) and is then available to 5 or even more on. She told me later in the semester, then checked out "Black and White" ( 痞子 英雄 ). Zaire and Ms. Lin had raved the whole time of this series and also when I was in Germany, me, the series was already out so strongly to my heart. And I must say: That was a great show! For all series Freaks reading this and have not seen the series: A MUST! This was also the first series I've seen with Chinese subtitles. Was somewhat long in some places because it was a cop show and have some with technical terms only so thrown around, but it was all done. (: Have been training now is nothing special, the more I seem really quite good Chinese too ... ^ ^ ps.) I'm very proud of me.

Back to my fellow students: Hetian and Neitian were both very dear classmates. I sometimes feel that the Japanese have just in the blood, so friendly and balanced and Sun I know that may be different, but those are my experiences. Neitian married a Taiwanese, and is also somewhat older than Ms. Lin (but still in the 20s) and Hetian ne is small Streetdancerin (forgive me my Denglish ^ ^) and, as it turned out, even a good tour guide and in the same dance group as my current Japanese classmate Shacai (Saya). The world is really small, but more on that later.

Sun That's all from me for that week. I hope I keep my promises and you come next Week in December to benefit from my experiences. For today, I wish my mom still quite a lot of strength and endurance, and above all speed, because since yesterday butts again, the staircase Radebauler fanatics in the vineyards. And if not this year goes well, then I can at least stand next year on the road and cheer. 加油!


Friday, April 16, 2010

Mathod Of Masterbation

perplexed ....

... I'm serious!

Today was a very strange day!

Today I was at my old company because of a labor certification for the employment office and because I hear that the first have to send in the center, which fill out the now and then is sent back -.-. And that can take u.û.

Nyah am, then drove homecoming with Katja and after she had to beg for fifteen minutes, I've given her the number from my mum ... she has phoned. But more on that later.
With Katja and her mother (who is absolutely cute x3) I was on the social services because so maybe I will take the home of Andi, but I just need almost 900 € and did so not ih. But I got no money, because I'm not even reported in the city. Now I have to go on Monday to the community in my hometown.
Nyah .. then we Katja until almost accompanied home and I talked for over an hour with her mother. Then I went home and wanted to lie down for an hour, I am all day already so extremely tired Xx

In the end, I then slept for up to 17 clock and then was awakened by katja who called me added.
She was on the phone with my mother and her it quite nice. Suddenly she wants to help me after all and bring me over some money, she also wants to resolve the building society early.

I am perplexed and surprised by something that I could almost cry Oo. I honestly do not know quite what to make of it, can someone tell me that? xD


Thursday, April 15, 2010

Moncler Outlet Shops Usa

Slowly ...


... getting close.

now I have only two more weeks to get everything under control, however, has opened a new possibility: You may prefer I now but to Germany xD. Nyah, in any case ... my sweet friend and her mother have offered to help me, which I think is really totally great *-*. I am looking now already in Germany for a job as Kuro's mother said that there still would be easier to come to Germany. Logical really xD I really hope everything works out, then I would be really really happy finally *.*

For the moment, but also to Katja and Andi meetings end on whether I might need to take over the apartment by Andi (they know nothing of Germany). But this I need 895 Euro, because the landlord 'for the transfer 600 Euro will. \u0026lt;The rancid furniture that could still come from the 70 Xx

So I have at the moment two options, both of which are extremely uncertain. But I hope the first fulfilled T__T.

With my mother I did not take me back. And frankly, I do not know if I want this at all. Because every time I go a little better and I will contact with her, she pulls me down with such actions as of yesterday again.
it any better, perhaps, to leave it as it is imo.

Today has been the first team meeting of Gana Astro, we are finally complete x3. And I love our new Webby Hikaru you *.* colored totally great, is nice and I understand well with her XD. Berry I also like x3. Although it sucks now and then, but still it is a nice person .. her sister and Admin Mana however .. phew, this is the ne ey bitch. The tugs nyah on my nerves like gum Xx, I was told to write the plot summary, I'm happy I am already on it x3

I also started a new fanfic. It is called "Keep on Breathing" and turns of the offspring of the heroes in Harry Potter XD. So far, only to have ih Mexx on the prologue, but is also something.

As a conclusion I would like to thank my friend and her mother Kurolein wholeheartedly
for their support they give me just like that, even though they do not even know me. It's great to know such wonderful people. And I'll return the favor, as I know it yet, but ih-it will do.

Honey, I love you just about everything!


Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Can You Go From 4g To 00g

Well, and again ...

am I totally on the ground! oh to owe

I have the mother of my so great \u0026lt;. to \u0026lt;
Instead of being there for me and help me, she says to me that I always do anything for my future that I will never find NEN job and that I will end up as Sandler.

When the friends would say of me that would hurt. But if one's mother says, then breaks a piece together their own world. As if I do not have enough fear of the future and regular panic attacks I would lose no sleep. I am beginning to wonder me, which I am ever in the world, if I am from my family just left in the lurch. I actually always thought that my little mind, but that I am probably even lied to.
because it gives me very much of what else I would be sitting here now, not crying.

Well .. but my mother told me so a few years ago, I was just an accident child, unlike my siblings, who were wanted. So I get to feel it happen.

I also got her a text message written in which I justify myself, not only (what is already a sad enough before his parents having to justify), but it also confessed that I had already tried more often, take my life. But I've also told her that I never let myself down again fall so far, just because others are not happy with me.
your answer: Do what you do is so your life does not concern me. I will not be ashamed because of you. Bye.
Okay this .. is really painful. But what the heck, even this pain I will survive.
I live my life as I can and if someone does not fits, it's not my problem. I know I'm not perfect, but no one is this, and I am also aware that I need a nudge in the right direction, but then I go this path.

I can not lose the will to live , no matter how bad is it to me. not already own for my treasure , I must be there for them, so I can catch them when they fall. Because I love her and I know she loves me too. And this is the love force that allows me to live.

.... in hope that better things ...

Shadow Crying Rosalie ..


Monday, April 12, 2010

Vitamins For Bones And Arthritis

I love ...


... April!
crazy I know xD. But I am crazy about in this freak weather, finally reign supreme once again loves rain * rain *. Although hailed yesterday hats, but .. what nyaaah Intressierts me? I have nothing out there anyway xD.

early since I'm half past two clock *.* Webby on a Pokemon Page I love it now totally x3. .
here's the link: http / / ganaastro.oyla.de
I'm Kokoro ^ - ^ The page exists only since yesterday, very much there is to see not so. But we are working hard on it x33.

Although the time goes by so fast and still nothing has yet changed in my with the situation, but walk me quite well. If I land on the street but stupidly, I did a bit unfortunate ° - ° XD. nyah well, quite so easily see the cosh now, of course not, but I'm not going to fall back into a panic attack. Is stupid to me.
've also realized I that I am not alone. Even if all my friends are far away, so they are since u support me mentally. I love you sweetheart xD * especially *


Sunday, April 11, 2010

Questions On Fingerprints

after confusing entries, the last few days ..


... now follows an important entry!

Since I am now relatively well, I will not even write about my feelings (could even sleep through the night xD).

It is rather a collection, and thanks to people who are important to me and I would never lose. I have grown fond of them as they are and I never want to miss more: 3

Kurolein.
She is my treasure, my angel, my one & all, I know my world in almost four months and they have from the start totally have liked. We are similar in many ways, she understands me almost always. And it is there for me. And together we are strong! We can do it, do not you, my angel? I love you!

Edo-chan: My
Edo-chan x3. Although we already know almost a year (I think) we have only recently become friends XD. I am so glad that we share our passion FMA, otherwise it would never have come so far x3. Thou hear my whining and always comfort me. And you have such beautiful crazy ideas and get up drama just like me XD. I'm looking forward to your home baked goods at JDay xDD Have you totally love: 3

_Nessa_:
: 3 Never, never really, someone has come just for me on! That was so sweet of you QQ yesterday I was pleased total! I think by us Black Dagger alive XD. The RPG is great .. no you're mad x3. I cling to you xD. Hopefully we can really become friends who share more than their passion for the sexy vampires XD I love you anyway in my heart x3

Rob McChaos (or Con XD): How long
we know now ? Almost 3 years or? XD Yes I believe this comes out. At that time, wars in Beepchat, just for fun, we talked to each other and our first Rpg geplayt XD. Slowly beat Time that we meet some time real, Altaher xD. You're awesome and totally unique, my best friend> o \u0026lt;. I will never miss you more!


are the most important people to me, but there is still much, much more that I will never lose!
here another list:

Rhapsody Chan, Miss_Elny, Joshi (Temari_Konochi) Meracle, Jekkt, hikari_95, Cat_Eyes, Ezekiel, my Sis .. unm ...
I'll have all the \u0026lt;3


Saturday, April 10, 2010

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Thanks ...


love you love about her! *

I was totally on the ground, but you got me back up. Although I'll always lies in the ears, you've been there for me. This especial thanks to: Kurolein, Edo-chan, Rob McChaos _Nessa_ and that has taken me the last spark in a bad mood x333. 3 Every one of you is important to me, I'm so fond of you:: your are so cute * and I'm grateful to you mega!


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get good and shiny-chan x3


Jaa, even though I was supposed to be tired and I still do not mention the panic attack last night have recovered, I was busy: 3
Have a nice upgrade to my home hammer out ahahaha ...
+ sigh * Today is general bum back on the agenda. '\u0026lt;My girlfriend is the first night, because they stayed on course, when chan-Edo is, I do not _Nessa_ was only briefly since XD. And Con aka Rob McChaos is also equal
off then I'm comfortable with my creative mood continue * gg *. Anyway must continue to write Chapter 2 of FMA.
Iwie is depressing, if not on my HP looks * sigh * I come to me as I'd write the stories for free \u0026lt;__ \u0026lt;

And my biggest dream is getting more in the distance-_-because now I have no friends anymore, I can no longer create band .. nyah, can not sing anyway.
acting .. I will have my dreams just out of reach xd

I laber Schö quite rubbish, eh? ...


Friday, April 9, 2010

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I hate ..


... those days / nights!

man ey -____-"

Even the day I got my head broken, as far as my so-called "friends" (Inni, Melissa, Jenny, Alma), above that I already own standing there and that I feel lonely. Furthermore, as well it went to me when I had these people who have spent time with me. Since I have been depressed all day , though I do not wanted uu Have not tried to think of it, but there was definitely not out of my head again urge Xx
I mean, clearly I my friends from Animexx and so and for that I am truly grateful!

* * * Kurolein knutsch Edo-chan fluffs * * * * Rhapsody-Chan knuffz McChaos Rob aka Con * me your plush are so important , I do not want to lose you ... never!

And now I could do not sleep all night because I have such crappy ne afraid of my future . I really panic because more will close, I can think of hardly anything else. Days of fear I can not even cry ! I lie in bed and trembling think am constantly on. Sun bad as now, wars have never Xx
Now I feel like crying after .. and true .. but no tears come .. maybe I've already used up all.
I have no reason to panic .. I never see any a way out of this situation ... I am trying so, but it's probably too little. 20 days yet ..


Thursday, April 8, 2010

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intentions ...


... to be followed, I now!

With my girlfriend I tolerate me fortunately * easier *. desu
It was just totally stupid of me to approach them the same, but I was sleepy and irritable, and was on 3 people mad .. and iwie she has once again gotten everything.

I'm sitting here all day and think about what I need to change to get my life under control.
point number one is sure ever find a job.
But first I have to be SELF-CONSCIOUS real time. I trust myself much too little, although I know I can do all other things. I'm afraid setbacks, but I must take this risk, otherwise bring ego never get anywhere. To properly build
this self-consciousness, I need to also change to my appearance something and take off that is! I was never satisfied with my looks, but I accepted habs as it is, because I did not have the bite to do something about it. But now I want to change something! Finally, I want to do with Cosplay because I can not run around as Rum Truffle ^ _ ~
Even so, I have a lot of my character change.
I must finally be strong, I must not let down pull. I have to grow up . That is not now, that I will cease to occupy myself with manganese or so .. No, that is, I simply must learn to be realistic and to put my naivety.
I must not run away from my problems , I have to make them .
must restrain my temper I also, or I must find a way to allow it out in a harmless way XD.
So I have very much work in front of me ..
But I will do my best!

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Well ..

... my swing is probably over.

The good mood and the Optismismus of yesterday morning when it is quickly gone .
First, because I'm really pissed to my friend because they really get rid of their stupid messages continually need (clear, if not she says, she thinks it makes me too angry), on the other because I am just yet returned to the earth.
In today's society, it just got too heavy a job, no matter how hard you try, luck also plays a role. I will indeed , Continue to fight because it must be .. but I'm optimistic not.
The fact that I still have 22 days time to find ne apartment pinched me really the air because no job = no house.
Nyah do .. and hope, is the motto still.

I've noticed also that I am becoming my old I will if I find that as well, I do not know.
For I was always withdrawn, quiet, and I have no one open. But maybe it was all good because the hurt
opportunity to be , was then a very small . Since I had no one to do it.
So it's maybe good in the end, again be so.
Even if it means come back in suicide risk, but when I think about it, I had this all the time that has never changed. I have only had enough strength to get through it all, without serious attempt to start an 8th.

Maybe I'm so lucky and the next time I go across the street, I rammed a bus ^ ^


Tuesday, April 6, 2010

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Enough ..

.. the gloom !!!!*

I I can annoy me long enough.
me often enough about my life complained.
It currently runs just not as good .. but that may change!
If I change me!

I'm going to follow the example of my friend \u0026lt;3
and take life now dispute with his head.
I will work to tell me not to let down easily drawn and
my life to finally get their act together.
I need to change quite a bit of my character, as well as my appearance.
But it's worth it.
I will also get back to my deep-Hobbies
the first step is done and I draw back x3. And that even really like * happy *
I will also use my knowledge to be thirsty to learn language
Japanese course and my resume and finally start my English course. And to improve my English.

Well, the thing with job and work depends not only on me, but most of the
, I am committed to working even more.

And if I've changed so far that I am the way I really want to be ..
one probably think .. I actually got my friends on whom I can trust (in my country XD)
If not, then I will soon realize my dream xD

I fight to achieve my goals and dreams!

treasure .. I owe it to you that now so I think.
Thou hast opened my eyes! *
I love you, my angel * kiss *

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time again ..

... strange chaos.

My cycle is now totally on the ground, I'm sick, I'm tired, dizzy me is .. I've Heulattacken and was close to crying behavior.
As long as I have drawn up just wars okay, but now starts again ..
think I'm getting really, I just do not consistently more nervous for myself, I am dissatisfied with something from me and my surroundings, I could puke.
I can not stand can not be taken imo would prefer out of my skin.
I tear together so, as much as possible. And the hour will work out well. But this evening I was back stage, usually when it is dark.
Why is that, I do not know when but I know what's going on with me. '\u0026lt;That would be a miracle indeed.
Everything I have achieved, I slip away one by one. And all because I have a crappy made mistakes, I can not be undone.
Well .. there is a person who makes sure that I lose myself
not quite himself.
By their presence they create this
My sweet Kuro.
If I had you, I would already know where God ..
I love you ...

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Why ...

... you can not just let me out of your affairs?

to Today 5 clock early, it suddenly knocks on the door. Who was it? Andi, of course. Stress has been with Katja and has slept here.
Tjaaa ... that was not all. Katja calls me and asks for and I had to say just tell her was. Andi is called by nem friend that Rumer is one that he returned with ner Ex is summarized by him -.- "Then I said Andi
that Inni is due to brain haemorrhage in hospital. Well, since everything first slumped downhill. Now calls Katja Andi and says that's not true '. \u0026lt;
I'm confused and annoyed, why can not people just leave me out of their affairs?
I have my own problems and not feel like me constantly with their to deal with relationship problems .. * Sigh *

much as I am there for others, I do not think of ..