Monday, November 8, 2010

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Emotional chaos -.-

Ah, actually I am again totally by myself sucks. I had everything so nice deal sorted, emotional point. It was perhaps the first time that I successfully manipulated himself, treated and had completely changed and not the final outcome was destroyed. No plan and no stated goal, it has brought me something. And then? Then I throw myself back into an emotional mess. It's been no real change, no act was done or left undone, so that could somehow related. Strictly speaking this is all very insubstantial. And it is not me sending you also foreign. There is always something is different, but not strange. But different enough to return to create reservations and concerns. Secretly, I still cherish the hope that I could handle it myself, just me alone in silence. But just as often as I hope to care, which I just know that they can not be met, I know exactly that it is almost impossible this time. to reveal at this point I have is extremely difficult. Harder than all the times before. And I almost suspect that it will turn out much like the times before. In an unguarded moment, out of sheer desperation, uncontrolled, straightforward, and probably the most awkward words that seem possible in such a context. Despite all the intellectual conversations that were either led to the solution of the conflict, or to my own peace of mind, perhaps in preparation for breastfeeding, it is a completely different course. This much I already know. No, it is difficult even an understatement. let yourself give the nakedness that one prefers the ground to sink immediately in the same moment, as it has yielded to the whistles to free themselves from the shock loads. First to guess at the moment the full extent of the consequences, but never really can overlook. The simultaneous onset of uncertainty how stupid that was exactly what you just did. And the uncertainty of whether it has actually brought for something. The fear and hope, to understanding. And what a reaction expected? Rejection? Acceptance? Or perhaps approval?? And contrary to all rational thought, I hope to rejection. Why rejected? Rejection corresponds to even not the child's drive for recognition and all the positive stuff around. This is the uncertainty. What else is unthinkable as a rejection! Rejection, but acceptance would be desirable ... then this could be the easier. Also, if linger for a long time would be a strange feeling. But approval? What do you do? How do you deal with? Would not that be a much more remarkable feeling?
And no matter how it comes, it seems almost inevitable that it will happen. I felt stupid doing something, even if I do nothing. But the moment where I reveal it, I make it not only me, so I do not really put two people only? Anyway, I'll do it automatically from my problem to our problem.

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